Biskut Lumpur October 17, 2008

..betapa indahnya hidup panjang dan pelbagai jika di ambil pengajaran dan digunakan pula untuk dakwah kita…

Malam tadi berkesempatan menonton berita nasional. Banyak berita yang menyesakkan hati dan otak. Anak murid tendang cikgu, kes pembunuhan kejam suami isteri yang mayatnya dicincang dan dihumban dalam tong berisi air dan banyak lagi. Betapa rendahnya nilai kemanusian dan sensitiviti dalam masyarakat hari ini. Dulu, gejala bohsia dan bohjan merupakan isu masyarakat yang sangat besar, digembar gemburkan di dada akhbar dan siaran berita nasional setiap hari. Hatta dalam majalah Gila-Gila pun bohsia dan bohjan diperlu seteruk-teruknya. Itu dulu; satu fenomena yang menunjukkan masyarakat masih lagi sensitive dengan penyakit sosial yang melanda. Sekarang, mayat dijumpai berkecai kerana disyaki dibunuh atas alasan dendam merupakan berita yang sudah lali di telinga, langsung tidak mengesan di jiwa.

Jalan Bahagia May 20, 2008

 

Bukan intan permata
Bukan paras rupa
Pandangan Tuhan pada manusia
Beriman dan bertaqwa berakhlak mulia
Disisi Tuhan itu yang utama
Siapa yang berbakti dengan ketabahan
Sabar menempuh ketentuan Tuhan
Baginya syafaat dunia akhirat
Kurnia Tuhan tidak terkira

Didalam menjalani hidup didunia
Tiada lepas dari pancaroba
Kita yang diciptakan dengan kelemahan
Perlukan petunjuk panduan Tuhan
Tiada yang kuasa melainkan Dia
Mentakdir menentukan segalanya
Supaya selamat dunia akhirat
Tekun pada amal ibadah

Oh.. Tuhan yang Esa
Pada-Mu kami panjatkan doa
Moga dipeliharakan ditetapkan iman
Dunia ini penuh cabaran
Oh Tuhan yang Esa
Untuk-Mu kami tempuh segala
Pandanglah dengan rahmat-Mu
Pandangan kasih-Mu
Pimpinlah kami jalan bahagia
Selamanya

 

Album : Jalan Bahagia
Munsyid : Hijjaz
Lagu & Lirik : Kamal Halim

Take time to smile February 2, 2007

When I learned ‘You Are What You Eat’, I realised I wasn’t nuts.

=)

Hari itu June 11, 2006

A tribute to my brothers and sisters all over the world. May Allah strengthen our imaan and keep us remain steadfast in this deen. Have faith in the promises of Allah. Victory will be ours, be it sooner or later.

Aku tak sanggup lagi..

Melihat ummatku dicincang mati oleh kuffar jahannam!
Aku benci sang kuffar yang bertopengkan polis penjaga keamanan sejagat
Aku benci mereka si laknat kuffar!
Kau membunuh ummatku bagai membunuh tikus dan serangga perosak
Tidakkah kau tahu yang engkau itu lebih hina dari bangkai?

Aku benci kau sang kuffar!
Tunggulah engkau di hari akhirat nanti
Kami semua akan mendapat perlindungan dari Tuhan kami
Yang hakikatnya Tuhan mu jua..
Yang enggan kau akuiLantaran keangkuhan dan kebodohanmu!
Tunggukan hari itu..
Bila masa kau akan diheret masuk ke neraka jahannam
Yang mana pada ketika itu kau akan memohon untuk mati lagi
Kerana kau fikir mati itu lebih enak dari dihumban ke dalam gaung neraka itu..
Memang!
Tidak ada yang lebih dahsyat dari seksaan dan kehinaan itu
Rasakan!!!!!!!!! 

Tunggukan hari itu..
Biar kau tahu apa itu maksud ketakutan
Biar kau tahu apa ertinya kesengsaraan
Kerana sekarang kau rasa engkau serba cukup dan serba perkasa
Engkau fikir dunia ini engkau yang punya

Tunggukan hari itu..
Hari tiada perlindungan..
Hari terkoyaknya segala rahsia
Akan kami adukan pada Tuhan kami apa yang engkau telah lakukan
Kami akan laporkan segala jenayah hitammu!
Dan pastinya Tuhan akan mengoyakkan segala belangmu
Tiada satu yang tinggalKerana Tuhan itu Maha Halus HisabanNya 
Tunggukan hari itu..
Biarkan engkau rasakan balasan dendam kesumat ini
Biar kau pula menjerit melolong dan merintih
Di depan Tuhan kau akan memohon dikembalikan ke dunia
Ingin membetul kesilapan, ingin menjalan peranan sebagai hamba
Ahhhhhhhhh… Lupakanlah! 

Aku tak tertahan lagi..

Airmata ini semakin banyak tumpah
Luka di hati ini semakin parah..

Melihat ummatku semakin sedap diratah.. 

Tapi yang lebih aku tak tahan

Apabila aku hanya mampu menangis dan berasa kecewa

Aku hanya menantikan hari itu akan tiba

Aku hanya mengeji kegelapan..

Tapi gagal membantu apa-apa 

Kuatkanku ya Allah

Kuatkan imanku

Kuatkan keazamanku

Kuatkan pendirianku

Tetapkan tempatku di bawah lembayung redhaMu

Semoga Kau terus menyirami hatiku dengan keinsafan ini ya Allah

Agar satu masa nanti akan dapat ku kumpul kekuatan

Untuk ku lakukan sesuatu demi ummat ini..

Dan tidak hanya bermenung sambil menanti hari itu.. 

http://www.islamonline.net/English/News/2006-06/10/01.shtml

http://islamonline.com/cgi-bin/news_service/middle_east_full_story.asp?service_id=11486

http://www.islamonline.net/English/News/2006-06/02/01.shtml

sLeeP March 27, 2006

 Swamped with works. Do I still have time to sleep?

 51: 15-18. As to the Righteous, they will be in the midst of Gardens and Springs,   Taking joy in the things which their Lord gives them, because, before then, they lived a good life.   They were in the habit of sleeping but little by night,   And in the hour of early dawn, they (were found) praying for Forgiveness;

39: 42.  It is Allah that takes the souls (of men) at death; and those that die not (He takes) during their sleep: those on whom He has passed the decree of death, He keeps back (from returning to life), but the rest He sends (to their bodies) for a term appointed verily in this are Signs for those who reflect.  

78:  8-9  And (have We not) created you in pairs,   And made your sleep for rest.

Yes, just follow the manual given by The Creator.

The bullfrog is the only animal that never sleeps.

About February 15, 2006

Pertaining to my previous entry about one identity, I actually do have a little conflict about my identity on this blog. I find that keep on making additional explanation for the worldwide blog readers (as every WordPress page has the ‘next blog’ button) will cause some unnecessary alterations of the idea that I want to convey. I wish to be myself and write directly from my thoughts. So here I am… 

I am a Muslim with Malaysian nationality. I am currently studying at one university in Australia. I might write in English, Bahasa Malaysia and Arabic (and maybe a little of Malaysian slang and some dialects). Being an engineering student (who most of the time only deal with numbers and charts), I wish I could use this blog to improve my rusty language skill. More importantly, I wish that this blog can be a means for me to share my views and experiences that I gained along my journey to the eternal home. 

Thus if any blog readers out there (if there is any) who need further explanation for any particular entry please kindly tell me in your comments. 

Thanks! 

Life is real, not a role-play. February 15, 2006

The news on the new Malaysian cabinet appointments fills up the front page of local newspaper today. I do not want to comment about the new cabinet line-up, as I am a bit ignorant about Malaysian politics (something I should really change). However, the resignation of the former Information Minister, Datuk Seri Kadir Sheikh Fadzir, caught my attention. He told the reporters the reason he decided to leave the cabinet was that he felt impelled to spend more time for his family after seriously involved in politics for 50 years. 

As a person, there are many roles that we have to play at one time. Take me for example. Currently, I am a daughter of my parents, the eldest among three sisters, a grandchild to my grandmother (my lovely Mrs. Pepper pot ), an undergraduate engineering student, a friend of many friends, a member of the small community that i live in (my hometown and my study place) and the list goes on. It is undeniable that one can act differently while playing different role. With your parents, you may have the tendency to be more polite and only show the angelic part of yourself. Nevertheless, with your friends, you will act differently. (I got this result from my limited observation limited of limited samples, mind you). So, when is the time for you to be yourself? 

Ideally (I think), we should just be one person with one identity. The many roles that we have are for us to perform, not to play. A formula to practise this is simple. For Muslims, while you are listing the roles that you have to play perform in your life, you should never forget to put this one big role on top of the list. If you managed to carry out this role well and good, then you will be able to perform other roles excellently. The role is you as the slave of The Creator. You are the slave of Allah before you become a daughter, a grandchild or a student, which implies that you should carry out this ultimate duty first. By bearing this in your mind, you will definitely act as one person at all time and in any occasion. Regardless of you are being a daughter or a friend, you will still hold this one identity which we call a Muslim identity. This identity will make you very versatile with no switch of role-play needed. Isn’t it simple? 

If you think the formula is hard to practice, as a Believer, you don’t really have a choice but to face it. There is no resignation in real life. May be all the roles mentioned above are temporary as you are no longer an undergraduate student when you graduated and you are no longer a wife if you are divorced. However, you are permanent slave of Allah and you cannot opt for resignation. 

Inna solaati wa nusuki wa mahyaaya wa mamati lillahi rabbil ‘alamiin. 

That is the promise that we make everyday in our prayer. If you are not sure of the meaning, go find it, as you have to perform it. 

This is not a new call. February 12, 2006

Firstly, all praises are due to Allah for giving me another chance to get over a period of torpidity and unproductivity. I have to admit that recently I feel a little lost. Family matters, thirst of gaining new experience, anxiety about career prospect and all the false allure of worldly life have somehow pulled me off the track, only a bit I hope. I hope this blog can help to keep me on track along my journey to the endifinite home.